Adolescent Application
Hi! My name is Canan Cyan Wilson and I am in the 9th grade. I am 14 years old. Please use they/them pronouns when referring to me!
Basic InformationFull Name:Canan Cyan Wilson
Nickname, if Any:Goes by Cyan,close Friends sometimes call them Blue.
Age: 14
Birthday: 5/25
Sex: non binary
Pronouns: they/them
Current Grade/Year in School, if Applicable: Entering 9th Grade
Current Occupation, if Applicable: Student
Special Needs: Deep scaring and trauma around religion and family, sometimes has panic attacks
AppearanceHeight: 5.4
Build: Slight has lost weight,
Hair Color: medium brown
Eye Color: bright blue eyes
Distinguishing Features: The eyes and being super pale
Brief Description: Cyan looks small, nearly too small for their age. Blending in has made them learn to shrink themselves to make themselves smaller. They are normally seen in an oversized hoodie, and jeans, the hoodie is probably ripped or dirty from hanging out around the farm animals whenever they can find time. They wear jeans and a half dead pair of boots, don’t try getting them to replace them that's not happening at least not yet.
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PersonalityWhat are your greatest strengths? List 5-10: helping their friends learn skills they have, teaching, staying cool under pressure , good at making people laugh , getting stuff done, leadership ,passionate
What are your greatest weaknesses? List 5-10: overly dramatic, talks too much, forgetful, impatient, anxious
What do you struggle with? Issues related to their birth family and the trauma around it, with being told something they believe in is wrong, prone to lying when they think someone willn’t handle the true
What are your hobbies or interests? Horse back riding, making things out of clay, ferrets, writing/reading poems
What do you really enjoy? blue, Poetry, Troye Sivan, horses, dogs, ferrets, romance novels, vet programs on tv, cheering on friends, animal shows, hats, ancient Greece, clay work, public speaking, horseback riding, the wind
What do you really dislike? Their birth family (not my brother), being inside, getting told they are wrong
What are your favorite things? Horses and Ferrets, their baby brother, campfires, learning new skills and how things work
What do you fear? their family, snakes, bad weather, having to stay inside, not getting to be physically active, staying in one place to long, people using the wrong pronouns , being teased and made fun of, homophobia ,transphobia, their last name
Describe your personality in 100-500 words:The best way to lay Cyan out is as a big softie. They are like little dog like. More soft and squishy than hard and tough. Cyan might be a good liar but that's just because it was the only way to stay alive and safe in their family. Cyan wouldn’t lie any other time, it's just not in their nature. Cyan struggles with what he knows to be true and what they are told to be true.
Humor is their shield and with it they feel they can beat anything.Cyan has a servant's heart, and they live to help others. They are always the one who volunteer to help others no matter how hard the work might be. They are often found hanging out with animals or hanging out with friends.
Relationships & BehaviorHow do you normally get along with adults? Prior to everything happening they use to get along with adults but now they really dont trust them . gets along great and is a good listener but it's going to take time and building trust
How do you normally get along with teenagers? Cyan’s the life of the party, they get along great with most people there age.
How do you normally get along with other children? Cyan is the big sibling to every little kid they met along the way, they will play with them and get on their level to interact, they adore kids and look out for anyone they met,
How independent are you? Vary
How do you normally react when you get into trouble?Cyan is just gonna take it unless they think they shouldnt be or that its a stupid think to be in trouble for
Link to your discipline sheet: click hereOrphan VillageHow long have you lived at the Orphan Village? New
Which House do you belong to?Oak House
Are you currently enrolled at the Orphan Village Academy or BWI College? Orphan Village Academy
What jobs or responsibilities do you have at the Orphan Village? they have taken to helping take care of any of the animals they are allowed too
How did you come to live at the Orphan Village? Family dropped them off in foster care
How do you generally get along with caregivers and authority figures? good, might be shy or weird, takes time to trust now
How do you generally get along with younger residents? They are all their little siblings now so will
How do you generally get along with your peers? will, Cyan is vary chill with other kids and teens
Do you prefer to be adopted or remain in the Orphan Village? remain for now
Describe your ideal adoptive family. kind and caring, LGBTQ or at least openly understanding and accepting of it
Is there anything else we should know about how you get along in the Orphan Village? they are a good kid that went though something really hard, they just want people to treat them like a normal person their age
BackgroundDescribe your history in 150-1000 words: Cyan was born in Funkley, Minnesota. They are the middle child with two older sisters and younger brother. They're sisters are Madison Claire aka Madi and Adeline Rose aka Addi. And the last child in the family is the baby brother Ryan Lee. They knew they were different at a young age, even some would say far too young. By like the age of 4 or 5 but Cyan didn't fully understand it then and to be honest they still don't. They went to church and did they were told. Cyan wanted to be a good kid
Around 8 they started taking riding lessons at a local barn, and this became their safe place, a home of sorts, they rode as much as they could. They took on a role as working student and learned everything they could. When they were 10 their mom and dad brought them a horse. Rollo quickly became the best friend they always wanted and needed. Around this time, they also met their long term best friend Amber and the co-owner of the ferrets they got around the same time together. The ferrets still live with her even now.
Age 12 came around and with it even more access to the outside world, and with it a kids crush on a classmate, and feeling even than it wasn't enough to figure out what was going on in inside of their head, it was hard enough to be the weird horse kid but they also weren't really dressing in the way people thought they should. This is about the time when they heard the term nonbinary and their brain started to spark with the term, this is also the time their parents really started to act overly religious. Condemning those who were that way deeply, and Cyan retreated to the barn and their friends. This is where they started to really struggle mentally too. This would go on for the next two years sadly
Five months ago Madi caught them in a lie, maybe she knew before that but Cyan isn't sure. Madi ran with a bad crowd and even they knew that but they didn't think she would do what she did. She outed them in the middle of the night, and their life quickly went downhill. Eith in a few short weeks they had dumped them off in Cps care. Bruised and beaten they rolled into their new world. And they have been moving around ever sense, no one wants them for so many reasons.
OtherIs there anything else we need to know about you? note from Star here, they were getting beaten by their dad and im not sure they can/have admitted this too an adult
